people say "crying makes you feel better" well i dont know if i want to be better, or i just want 2 keep everything in.. hmm maybe not if i do that i'll just be hurting myself. i finally hit rock bottom yesterday and i couldnt even help it.been having the worst days since sunday.. the major person that has made me laugh and smile is taiwo... i dont know how she stands me when im playing sad music really... she knows when i want to break down and cry, but i really didnt do any of that.... even tho it has reached that stage.. she knew what was bothering me before i even told her, i was even thinking mayb im her original twin(kehinde) i love that babe soo much tho....when i couldnt eat she even cooked 4 me sef she made rice and pepery chicken stew.....i think my sadness rubbed off on her a little bit.. she wants me 2 cry all my sadness away but thats not possible.. .. i always keep a smile on my face so nobody knows what is going on.... hehehe
i'm better now tho...
1 comment:
aww am sure taiwo feels very special lol..anyway i think you should cry it all away it helps and if you do not want to do it then i think you should handle and face the situation and then you know you have done your part...am sure what is bothering you isnt bothering the other party like it is too u.. anyway love you smal very smal lol..jeez i feel like crying awwww lol jk jk jk ode
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